I suffer from depression and anxiety. Most days I feel shit. I am an impostor.
No, I am not planning to commit suicide. This blog is about how I am trying to be normal again and live a happy life.

I am 43 years old. I have a wonderful wife and three amazing kids. I was born in a small fishing village in France. I live with my family in Melbourne, Australia.

I started writing this blog because of several things

I don’t want to be depressed anymore

I don’t want to pretend anymore

I don’t believe in medication

I like writing

Maybe it helps me

Maybe it helps others

I am fed up with not saying what I want to say and depression makes you feel pretty low and your self-esteem is basically in the toilet so I usually don’t speak up.

I am what you would call a successful person. Nearly 20 years of working in the banking sector for most of the big banks. I am currently working for the Melbourne office of a global bank and specialise in Mergers & Acquisitions.

I am an impostor. I don’t really know as much as I pretend in front of my clients.
I hate my job. I love my family.
Why glueckmeister? I studied German, Glueck means luck and Meister is a Master.

I guess I am trying to master my luck and become happy.

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